It is natural and normal for human to have a denial where she/he actually come from. The Negroes always want to have a long and flat hair, a white complexion and blue eyes. The Chinese always want their eyes wider, their complexion darker and sometimes their boobs bigger. While the Caucasian always want to have a tanning complexion, darker hair and hate the blonde !
That's peoples, always get bored to what she/he has been gifted. Marshanda is one of them, she getting bored with her conservative appearance, she wants totally changes by her caucasian looks, lie a porn-star wannabe to be exact !